GingerRon77: well this is new to me

well this is new to me

May 4 2017 at 11:03pm
well I will be in on journey to the road that god put on me I am in the hospital well heart not functioning right well testing then blood work well on hold wait of the heart and more then soon as well I will be laid up and more wish me luck part of my life I am 40 years old the I will be an Mormon member I got an person I been interested with and such then plus too hes been living with me and helping me through out I love this guy with my whole heart however I got health issues and hes got health issues and I got a question how much faith will take to realize to say that you fall in love with someone then challenges pop up then your realize that you on faiths journey like your travel with your partner and such you go your ups and downs and such then there for the long haul then to realize that you love someone then others want you in your pants however then to marry the man and you finally get to settle down with and say I love you then you cry each night and how much faith does it with god and what experices that you had and such then if you choose to be when the faith that you together #update

saw the dr may 29,17
Nero sergens are going to look at me 08/30/17
soon I got the love and kindness from the umc/nola and the kindness of lsu/Tulane then plus now legally deaf and left only 2% on the right ear do to all the beatings and nonsupport and such then now still struggling right now to make it I still fall and have blackout moments then near lost the chance to live since 4 times shocked by tazzers from the police here then such then plus intron right now want friends and such and cant make any love to the man I care for since of his procedures since 08/08 then plus I got word that my own flesh and blood are going to federal prison for there bad acts and such and after 40 years of abuse of all kinds left me to near death and that's not god tend for my life to be in and such now today I am walking miracle right now for the terrible abuse I lived in Kansas then Portland/Medford Oregon then to Bogalusa Louisiana now then soon enough for open heart to replace for new heart soon asking for prayers for the faith of gods word if you do believe in god as such then prayer of new day and 16 yrs soon of sobriety of on jan 05,2018 and be my 41st birthday too and looking forward to that not very happy at this moment and facing uncertainness and such not doubting anything else though I may love the man and care about though we are nothing but good friends at all costs so plus too wondering if the man of my dreams comes true kissing frogs to find my prince charming well then left to be determined if they want to relocate and such then I am fine with that all however not looking forward right now to uproot myself and such since I got lots of tlc and such with the umc/lsu-Tulane collage medical ctr and looking forward to the journeys that are made for it and soon to go back to college to get my performing arts and such then possibility to cast for Oklahoma and many more theater and drama too then such if that be that case well wish me lots of faith and luck well if this is it well I still looking for my cowboy right hand man to settle down help cook and such too

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